男人總是人前堅強，人後流淚。
   
   誰說男兒流血不流淚？

   真的痛得崩潰了、真的逞強不了了，痛哭一場有何不可？

   誰有資格指責男人懦弱？
      

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How time flies ! Both of us were also busying with the daily life. Unknowingly we've broken up a year and four months. In these days there are many things happened , which makes me changed a lot. It's been a tough life after your leaving. After the day you leave , i've learned to face my own mistakes , it makes me feel very ashamed due to what i've did to you , i am terribly sorry. In these days i've learned 'The days without you' , i was used to be alone all the time , used to live alone , sleep alone , eat alone & walk alone. Frankly says that i was regret & i apologies to my fault. Actually sometimes i ask about them your recently situation , i feel glad to know you're doing great now. To be really honest , i've no longer missin you. And also thanks alot for the caring during those days that we've been went through. I'll be always remember that & i appreciates that. At last i wish and i bless you would live happily and healthy.

现在是下午的五点二十九分，今天的心情总算平复了，有时觉得是自己的心理因素出现了问题而制造了更多的问题，不但影响到我的情绪也间接影响到我工作 的能力。当我一个人走在路旁时，我问自己到底发生了什么事？到底是什么导致我生活过得不愉快？没钱吃饭吗？没房子睡觉吗？还是没家庭的温润？显得不是。又 当我一个人静静的坐在某个角落时，心里在想........其实一切都是来自‘空虚’。以往都习惯了跟朋友过生活，自从搬家之后，我的生活圈子彻底改变 了。显得很不习惯。And i've try my best to meet up with new people , to work on a new friendship but obviously there's non of them willing to deal with it. I was Curios and why ? what's exactly been going wrong ? am i really that difficult to get along ? There's no one could answer but god knows.

今天的夜晚特别的寂寞，当我坐在城市里的某一个角落在听这张学友的‘寂寞的男人’时，看着路边的灯光，忽然的在感触。当我走在人来人往的十字路口，却只能感觉到我一个人在走，你是否会有同样的感觉？

过去是人生的一种经历而不是一种负担。究竟人存在的价值是什么？ 这是一个很难理解和矛盾的问题。在人海茫茫和工作繁忙的日子，你是否会有想过生活的意义是什么？人是矛盾的，永远都有解不开的谜团。对我而言，生活就像在我回忆里徘徊，每天都在沉醉以往的事物和幻想，永远都不原醒来。人终须向前看，但是偶尔当你在往后看时，它有再提醒你 ‘已经过去了’。